Random Questions

Why are we here?
Are we alone in this vast universe?
Is this all there is?
Or do we move on to a higher plain?

Random questions.
Go through my mind late at night.

Where do we get our personality?
How do we each have such fragility?
Is it all pre-planned?
Or can we move to a higher plain?

Random questions.

Go through my mind almost every night

Why do some live while others die?

Who is really rolling the dice?

Is it a God? If not...

Who decides who and when and how and why?

Random questions.

Go through my mind almost every day.

Random questions.

I'm sure have been asked for centuries.

Random questions.

Random questions with no answers I'll ever find.

Random questions.

Maybe not so random, but never answered.

One Bed Divided

One bed divided
The blames on one side.
One bed divided
I have so much to hide.

One bed divided
was it ever truly whole?
One bed divided
Never meant to be my goal.

One bed divided
Some stupid, drunken words.
One bed divided
Never meant to ever be heard.

One bed divided
like it's autumn, I'm a tree.
One bed divided
leaves are falling, yet I cannot plea.
(even if it's guilty. even if I now see)
Cause there's no forgiveness in this
One bed divided. This home divided.

This one bed divided
as far apart as two ships at sea.
This one bed divided
No need for a DMZ.......

No more divided
your bed is once more whole.
Once you decided
you had to take control.
(and left me.)

Looking back now at our ships in the night.
No tow rope in sight.
Not even a light (as we drifted further away)
on our way to separate lives.
How quickly our ships resided
only to separate into two lives divided.

Guess it's much better that these leaves have all fallen
and I should bare the north winds calling.
Cause I know I was the reason
for our one bed divided all along.
I stand alone against the seasons divided.

Five Windows and Twenty-One Walls

It's already dusk when I get home.
Wasn't summer just here? Where is the light? It's already night.
Can barely see to get my key in the lock.
Make my way through the door.....
One more night of windows and walls.

My windows and walls.

I say hi to my best friend, she meow's in return.
It's a good day for mail (no IRS calling).
I turn on FOX News, my only other friend
Inside these windows and walls.

These damn windows and walls.

Just a few beers, a couple of drinks
it will help me to forget.
After all the years I've spent in this world
I've come to expect (and deserve)....
dark windows and walls (when I come home).

Windows and walls (keep me feeling so low).
Windows and walls (yet they're all that i know).

Beer, bourbon, Fox, my best friend,
five windows and twenty-one walls.

Dark windows and walls.
MY windows and walls.
Five windows. Twenty-one walls.

All that I know...