and I never changed the world.
In writing these words, helps me realize
I couldn't and I didn't, but at lease I know
I was.
I never had offspring.
No one to depend on me.
Never heard the word, "Dad."
Just as well, I would have been a bad one..
Yet, I've tried to believe
I was.
Was always afraid to leave this earth
for heaven one.
Always feared of crashing down.
Now it doesn't matter.
Just hope I may make Heaven three
when it's time.
Just hope He understands for all my flaws, and tries to believe
I was.
To all who have known me
I hope I didn't cause too much hurt.
If I did, I apologize. I was always unwise.
Which is why it's time for me to go.
To the other side.
Though as I leave, in the future, I hope someone, anyone remembers
I was.
My name forever in my divorce decree.
The IRS will forever know me.
Never to be a stranger to the State Police.
Oh yeah, I was.
I thought I could make it to the end.
But I now understand you don't
make up your own timeline,
regardless of the prayers you send.
I'm just thankful
I was (wasn't I?).
To those who've believed in me
I'm sorry I let you down.
I never meant to hurt you.
Please forgive me. I couldn't help that
I was.
Time for me to end
this part I've played.
It's truly time for me to pay.
Time to sleep until Judgement Day.
I just hope God doesn't leave me behind
and remembers that I was when he calls me.
And He can forgive me.
Will anyone remember these final words?
Will anyone remember that
I was?
No comments:
Post a Comment